Author: Autistic Experience
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Theory of Mind
In hoping a may, I have found dismay. In waiting for the day, I have lost the will to stay. Life is beautiful and even in times when I step on the precipice of sadness, I am reminded the fall will not give me wings to fly. The angels have…
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My Own Healer
I found peace in the darkness of night. I learned to move without light, I found beauty without sight. In echoes of silence, I found balance and felt meaning in the hidden realms of the endless. The dark does not lure me and I have lived in the abyss, deep…
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The Game of Life
Hope is a dangerous thing. Do not give me hope, don’t tell me of a promise land. I can’t let God in, I can’t let His love flow. It’s perhaps easier to believe in a God that shakes the earth and spins us around. I can’t allow the stars to…
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The Rainy Skies
I have felt my silence and I have echoed in the dark. These emotions stay even when I have transcended the need. I have reasoned with myself, and yet I cannot destroy the compassion I carry in my heart. I have poured an endless ocean into this world and have…
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Warmth:
A touch of your lips, the warm comfort of your embrace, and the longing stare. Those eyes with depth deeper than my imagination. My life and a purpose fulfilled. I never needed you but finding that comfort grounded me when I flew out of the confines of my sanity. You…
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The God I Used To Know
People come into our lives and change us; alas time upheaves all. We pretend to carry on as the burden buries in our heart. We learn to accept our new truths and life and learn to smile but the sting stays forever with us. Pain, we learn to forget and…
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Don’t let your parts go
You no longer rule my heart, and you no longer scare me. But the memories torment me and follow me as I try to escape back to a life that made sense. I often forget life can be a circle of insanity loops. This miserable yearning to be held and…
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Shame
You bound me for fun and knew I won’t take revenge. You beguiled me as I willingly turned blind. I trusted you and you taught me to never let in. My body remembers every inch and every take. You infected me from within and never once felt shame. Your pride…
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Emptiness of love
You may have broken my spirit but will not shatter my soul. You have scarred my body and hollowed my hope. Time does not heal everything and somethings never mend. But as I carry this broken part within me I unlock my limitless strength. My passion was killed by society…
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Some wounds never heal
I carry the scars you gave and am wounded inside my soul. The pain others never see, the disdain you have me had for the world. In solace I find comfort and in being alone I feel less alone. You stole my power and took away my light. My glands…
