The moon holds a calm, and gives the chance to grow. The dawning moon explores love, impulsivity and darkness.
Gloom
Who cares for the one-winged dove when it fails to fly and who gathers the food when it can no longer thrive? And strikes the fear that I have long fought. Tis’ my reality and I am forced to confront her. Her claws clench my soul and tear the barriers I built. Am I alone?…
Slut – a tale of impulse control disorder
Add another body to the count, shake it off and walk out the night. My body has been a wonderland and my mind a war of fantasies. Brain chemistry is a beautiful thing that we fail to achieve the normalcy in. It is the coveted love that we never get and as we chase it…
Perspective
With the nearing of the end of the year, the falling and the fear, the wish that starts anew and welcomes the innate truth. I have felt the fear of losing time from a very long time and now the sands slip away I glimpse through the falling dust, and stare at the spectacles of…
Set free…
Starlight caught in the night, you will always shine bright. Be in distance be in sight, you shine bright in my heart and my soul fills with your presence. I can not succumb to the darkness and let go of your light. With light in this cold harsh winter, I found warmth. Your light is…
Let you go…
I found you without looking but I lost you while wanting you. I had to let go of so much of my heart. I had to close myself with in confines. I wanted to say I love you and I don’t want to let you go. But I have to let you grow. I must…
Starlight
A moment just in time I found starlight Fallen but loved Star fading in the night You needed hope So I held you tight My promise will heal Make you bright For the night sky has many woes But nothing as beautiful as you look tonight Your sorrows shall wither As you take plight You will shine And everything will be alright. Forget not your starlight You are a star,…
Still the one…
You are still the one I search for when I yearn for a friend. I lost a partner in you. I wish choosing life was an easy decision that involved you. I had to be brave even when I wanted to scream your name. My eyes desperate for your face, my body yearning your touch…
Stillness
Never let them take you down, in ashes I will always rise. I find myself detached from love. I find myself put off with a man making his partner his shining star and worshipping them. I am forced to look inside and I see resentment towards love. I’ve always cherished people when they show love…
Comfortably numb:
In distaste of this world, I have lost the palate for love and affection. I have been thinking of you. How the life we spent withered away with your lies. I transferred your loss onto another vessel of impurity. It smelt of the rot that your envy had spewed. In the filth of your hate…
Masking in the sun
Time for everything and time to heal, lay back and watch the night as the dawning moon smiles. The night is peace and brings light to misfits like us. We often forget that the day is not for us and though we may walk in the burning sun it burns us away and we shine…
The Autistic Experience 