Author: Autistic Experience
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The Body Remembers: (sexual trigger warning)
I was stripped of choices from the beginning of my conception. I did not choose to be born into the world that punishes you for being different. My body was scarred when they took the choice from me. I was circumcised and not asked. I grew in a family that…
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O’ Doctor O’ My Savior
It started since childhood but not understood till adulthood. I was always different but never had a name for it. I struggled with blasphemous thoughts. I had to count every step I took, I had to wash my hands dry. My fingers bled as I was compelled to bite them.…
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Body In Wonderland:
“I struggle to hold you daily, I suffer from the burden, and I still carry you with hate and shame.” Growing autistic, you don’t just develop a feeling of loneliness but have a disconnect with your reality and body. You somatize your pain and suffering. When all bodies look a…
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Disabled
Isolated and misplaced. I was different from my conception, but I was disabled when people tried to force me into the boxes that only their minds can fathom. I have always thought of neurodivergence as a spectrum of light. We are all different and our lights infinite combination of shades.…
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Caught in a narcissist’s web
Its so heartbreaking, I have always felt alienated from society. Always unwanted and I have made that my narrative. I have been gaslit by everyone into thinking there is a problem with me, when they are the ones that did not understand me. Surviving the abuse of this narcissistic society…
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